miZzyPiNk ~ feELinG PiNkiSh

..tata..!

2008-03-10T19:43:00.001+08:00

i won't e blogging at blogger no more.. find me here.. --> mizzypink.multiply.com

tata!

fly..fly... fly.......

2008-02-25T22:23:00.002+08:00

so i went to the airshow yesterday.. damn it was so packed and hot.. though we reached at the site at about 1+ we still got a glimpse of the airshow by the black knights? i think.. it was superb! the stunts of the planes really awed me..i also got to see the airbus right infront of me, reversing and being under the wing(literally).. though i was not able to get on it as its only by invitation.. i'm so excited about the planes cause i've never ever got on one before.. and i really wished i would get a chance too.. and i think being a pilot is really cool.. is there a female pilot? even if there is and i want to be one, i won't pass the eye test requirement.. hahaha..

the que to take the shuttle service was unbelievable.. it was so damn long.. going back was worse.. really didn't expect it to be soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo packo of people.. took the shuttle service to pasir ris and then train to changi airport terminal 3.. was my 1st time there since its open.. it was nice, not that many people around.. i think changi airport is gonna be the next hangout and shopping place to be at... but its just too far for me.. haha..

*photos will be up soon if im not lazy enough to upload it yah.. hehe..

tanx babydear for yesterday..

new updates from me!!

2008-02-22T20:31:00.003+08:00

i know it has been quite sometime since i've updated.. too bogged up with work and i don't know what.. haha..

V-Day+5yrs and 10mth anniversary
went out for dinner at vivocity..n off to the sentosa beach to watch the beautiful night sky.. made him some muffins and gave him a PUMA watch..

the next day(friday)
he picked me up from work and went to east coast for dinner.. played pool and off home.. i remembered i was having a very bad day.. it started from work.. i spilled water in my bag which also affected my LG CHOCOLATE PHONE! Arggghhhh!!!!! up till now i can't use it due to the touchpad which is now untouchable..i'm waiting for my dad to help send it for repair.. then, my makeup cracked and splatter all over.. anyways it was evrything gone wrong..

Saturday
Went to visit my grandmother's grave and grandfather's grave.. i really missed her.. it's going to be 40 days tomorow since she left us..
went home.. rested for a while and went out with his siblings.. had our food at secret recipe.. coz we're trying to find spaghetti with lots of cheese for his sis.. guez she was craving for it so badly.. watched chingay.. well i watched halfway anyway while they continue watching.. after that i sat at a corner coz it was too crowded and there was a pervert.. and tired.. and i cant see most of it.. so i'd rather not strain my neck and legs.. haha.. sent his sisters home and met up with his friends.. headed home after that..

Sunday
the last day that i could enjoy taking a ride in the car he rented for the past few days.. it was down memory lane.. went back to my old neighbourhood at serangoon ave 4.. its been i say 9 years since i've moved from there to here, the west side of Singapore.. gave him a tour around.. i must say there's a lot of changes...i really missed that place.. then off to Junction 8 and to bugis.. and back home..

Thanks dear for these past few days.. it really made me happy especially to visit my late grandmother's grave.. can't thank u enough..

my heart is in a whirl but i bet u cant figure out why..

..when you're gone..

2008-01-18T00:17:00.000+08:00

i still can't believe she's no longer around..she had been a great part of my life and will always be.. though she's gone i could still feel her presence here.. it all seems like a show or a dream.. at least now she's no longer suffering from all the physical pain.. i love her so much and she will forever stays in my heart..

Semoga Allah mencucuri roh arwah nenekku, Salmah Binte Johari yang telah meninggalkan kami pada 14/01/08..

..his engagement day..

2008-01-13T20:44:00.000+08:00

the start of the year wasn't really a good one for me i would say.. it had been an emotional disaster for me.. but i'm trying to look on the good side of it.. maybe there is a good outcome from all these events that had been happening..

well anyway.. moving on.. on friday was my cousin's engagement.. all went smoothly.. helped out with the 'gubahan's and went over to the girl's side.. i was the camerawoman.. but i also asked my other cousin to help take some pics from my camera too..

my closest cousin

this is the 1 i did and gave to my aunt/cousin

this is the 1 my cousin did and gave to my aunt/cousin(cute ain't it?)

the whole package(to be given to the girl's side)

these are what we received

~the end~

please relieve her from all the sufferings.. it breaks my heart seeing her like that..

..her turn, his turn, my turn?? ..

2007-12-09T22:30:00.000+08:00

oh my gosh!!! my feets killing me! that's what i get for wearing that heels today.. yes, heels look nice on women, but its so unbearable.. that's why i rather go for flats or shoes without heels.. its way more comfy.. even though i so adore those beautiful heels..

well, anyways.. went to my ex-colleagues wedding today.. my gosh! she's so pretty! way different from what i always see her.. met my ex-colleagues and parents.. and this question didn't fail to come out of their mouth.. --> "So, when's your turn?" My answer.. --> "Not so soon.. still a long way.."

Another news, my cousin who is still in NS ( just POP recently) is getting engaged next month..

Mas Kahwin->$4000
Duit Hantaran-->$8000(was previously $7000 b4 they went to discuss)
Hari Perkahwinan---> 2 & setengah tahun akan datang
Hmmm...i really don't know what's on his mind seh.. haiz..

Sayang, sayang.. so when's our turn? hahahahahaha...

the love of my life..

..woah..

2007-11-28T19:23:00.000+08:00

haaaaaaaaaaaa... so i've recently just started my new work last week.. had to help out in the toddlers class.. oh my gosh! were they active.. i had to run and catch them. they were like performing disappearing acts every now and then and were very cheeky.. trying to test me.. hehe.. so for this week i'm taking the K1 class.. and that will be my class next year.. taking the K2 class again next year.. sigh.. got to get myself prepared and understand their curriculum soon..

now, i would have to face a lot of new challenges and overcome them.. wish me luck.. haha..

..it's the end.. like finally...

2007-11-18T20:04:00.000+08:00

today was the graduation ceremony and concert for the K2 children.. and it was also my last day of work at Learning Vision.. Feel of happiness and sadness at the same time.. feel touched when parents who got to know it was my last day feels sad and tears trickled down.. hmm.. i'm gonna miss them.. my students, my colleagues, my friends.. who have made my working days a memorable one..

hmm.. now let the pictures do the talking...

..please find me the way back into love..

2007-11-08T22:05:00.000+08:00

entangled in my own emotions

i wish to break free

show me the light of love

pull me away from the darkness

help me push these walls down

let me walk through the path of love

..syawal sudah menjelang tiba..

2007-10-15T21:28:00.000+08:00

today is the third day of syawal.. when i 1st heard the 'takbir raya' on friday night i cried.. betapa sayunye hati ni.. i've never felt that way before.. mayb because its different this year.. this year's raya was celebrated at my aunt's house next to my blk.. lots of people visiting there especially to see my grandma.

on the 1st day, went to visit my other grandma(my father's side) then off to my aunt's house.. the person i hate is there.. its my cousin's girlfriend.. she said she wants to come and help around.. but she's just a lazy bum and always sticking to my cousin.. nak step buat baik konon with me.. salam cium tangan lagi.. 1st and second day raya come over but do nothing.. just sit around watching tv and wherever my cousin go she wants to follow.. i still remember d conversation i had with her 4 or 5 years ago, "she will never ask for my forgiveness" therefore neither will i forgive her unless she asks for it.. which she never did.. this happens to a stupid excuse she made up.. i guess she is such a jealous freak.. baahh...

i've tendered my resignation and going to another organisation next month.. when i give the letter to him(the principal) he doesn't look shocked. he actually already knew about it last week from someone of the workplace that i'm going to soon.. i guess he's happy about it that i'm going to be gone.. haha.. well, wait till everyone leaves.. we'll see if he can cope with it.. he did say once that he can handle it if we all go.. he wants his ex-colleagues to join him i guess..

to all.. selamat hari raya aidilfitri!

......... =)

2007-09-27T13:02:00.000+08:00

though life is full of heartbreaking facts.. there is still a glimpse of hope for happiness..

..do make me smile..

..job vacancy! - for me..

2007-09-19T21:45:00.000+08:00

i'm going for an interview tomorrow! wish me luck!!

okie.. the story goes like this.. babydear smsed me about the job vacancy.. so i called to enquire this afternoon.. we had set the day to be next friday.. because i'll be taking time-off on that day.. but the person called again to say that the available date is only tomorrow! oh gosh! after thinking and consulting my colleague, she said just go ar.. i called the person again and decided to go ahead with the interview.. so be taking urgent time-off tomorrow for the interview..

i'm stressed right now.. i hope all will go well.. the place is just near my house so i dont have to worry about my transportation fee.. hehe..

wish me best of luck! c'*)

*cross fingers*

..GOD, please give me the strength..

2007-09-13T22:07:00.000+08:00

it has been a very hectic and emotional week for me. something had happen to someone close to me, someone i love, someone that i have known throughout my life.. my grandma. she is hospitalized right now. there isn't anymore hope that she would recover. she is dangerously ill. God may take her life anytime soon. All we could do is pray.

i'm trying very hard now to accept the fact that she will leave us.

Please give me the strength to be strong.

work, work, and work..

2007-09-09T08:56:00.000+08:00

i'm getting ready now on a sunday.. to be going where? to work.. to set up my class.. the new furnitures just arrived yesterday.. and yes i went to work yesterday.. from 8am to 7pm.. but today, i'm not staying long there.. ughhh.. not even 1 rest day for the week..

hmm.. it seems to me that maybe someone has been backstabbing us staff.. its our OM.. in front of us she pretends to be nice, but behind us she complains unneccesary stuffs to our new principal.. and this guy, he bootlick here, bootlick there.. what a hypocrite.. what's the use of helping if you're not sincere.. so many politics...

Happy, Happy, Teachers' Day!

2007-09-01T10:22:00.000+08:00

News Alert!!!!

My centre has a new principal. Although i've worked with him only for a week, i hate him. One word to call him is a JERK. he's much worse than the previous one. Everyone at work hates him. He thinks that he knows best in everything, but the fact is he is a dumba**. I don't like the way he talks to us.. questioning us as if we do not know a thing. I would have to plan now to be out of that place. I guess everyone is planning to do that too.

Today is Teacher's Day! and all the staffs from all the centres will be going to Grand Hyatt for our D & D. Dress code: Red & Black. We'll be painting the town with red and black.. hehe..

Ugghhh.. and that jerk will be sitting with us at the same table... i will just have to pretend he's not there then..

well, to all the teachers..

HappY TeaChErS' Day!!!!!!!!!!!

.. if you're gone.. what can i do?..

2007-08-12T14:24:00.000+08:00

having to lose someone you loved and close to you is very painful.. i can't imagine how i am going to react to that if one day it happens to me..

i could feel her sadness.. her grieve..

but God loves him more..

.. Farewell to ya! ..

2007-08-04T23:46:00.000+08:00

arghhh!!!!!!... i donno what's wrong with my photoimpact.. i can't use it!... and was having a hard time to upload at photobucket... ughh... okie nvm...

anyways.. i went for the farewell dinner for that 'D'.. (i and ili called her 'D' as that's the first letter of her name..) we went to HAN'S RIVER RESTAURANT.. it's a steamboat buffet at Simei.. far seh from my house.. from one end to another.. hah.. the place is quite okie i guess.. but i prefer Seoul's Garden atmosphere.. more classy.. haha.. and it's quite expensive too.. because i had to pay $27 for the meal.. i guess it's worth it as it was a breakfast-cum-lunch-cum-dinner for me..hah.. some of them saw some 'keropok' when we were about to go off and sempat 'tapao' seh.. haha..

i decided not to go with them to the night safari.. expensive jer.. it's better next time i go with babydear.. more romantic.. hahaha...

it was a great day though! =)

..nyum-nyum!..

2007-07-30T21:02:00.000+08:00

i've just got back from work.. okie, after work me and my workmate ili, head for macdonalds! we do not know why.. but today we are super duper hungry that we decide to have our dinner at mac's before heading home.. =)

and right now.. i'm so super duper full.. ahakz! =)

today, is that person's last day! wohhoooooo!!!!!!! i'm so happy! but i will still be seeing her face this coming saturday as the staffs want a farewell dinner for her as well as a trip to the night safari.. wohoo! i've not been to night safari before, so i'm so looking forward to that!

i'm off soon to meet my babydear! =) wohooo!!!!

i'm so loving this word====>>> wohoooooo!!!!!!

hahahahaha... (crazy me).. ;)

.. a journey to? ..

2007-07-22T22:39:00.000+08:00

i just got back.. i went for a spin with babydear today.. he drives! he loans the car.. well, firstly, he picked me up from my house together with his two sis.. poor they, have to wait for me for quite a while to get ready.. hehe.. then, off to clementi to fetch his mum, afterwhich went to woodlands to fetch his grandma and send them to TTSH.. what a journey.. as we are unfamilliar with the road, we have to use the map.. and i was to help him read the map while he is driving.. im not gd at direction or at reading the map (which made me a little giddy..huh..).. but we still manage to reach our destination.. =)

we had no plans to go anywhere.. do not know where to eat.. at first, we wanted to go to newton circus for our dinner.. but missed the entry.. so went around and around and finally we decide to go to the town area.. finally ate our dinner at Marina Square.. ;)

it was his first time driving a car besides when he was learning to drive.. and i can say, he is a gd driver.. though he was quite nervous.. hehe.. i really had a fun time getting chauffered around.. haha.. thanks babydear for today!

smilez!

so where can we go now?

bye darlz! thanks for the ride!

i've recently read 2 books from Jodi Picoult and i can say she is a brilliant writer.. the storyline is good, able to capture each characters thoughts and feelings, and the ending wouldn't be what you would expected..

go on.. read these..

oh yeah.. Happy Racial Harmony Day Singapore! hehehe.. =)

@;-- @;-- @;-- @;-- @;--

.. drive time ..

2007-07-13T23:50:00.000+08:00

i want to say congrats babydear for passing your traffic police driving test today on just your first attempt! proud of ya! ;) so now that you're gonna get your licence... can't wait for the day you're gonna take me for a spin! heheehhe..

anyways, work was fine today because that biatch was on MC.. glad didn't see her face..

it was one of my student's last day.. he's going back to china and study in the primary school there.. gonna miss him..

.. where's your IQandEQ? ..

2007-07-12T15:53:00.000+08:00

im home!!! haha.. took time off today.. im so hating that stupid biatch! guess who? the principal.. what a biatch.. finding fault in everything that we do. i hate to see her face. cant wait for her to leave.. let me count.. how many days left.. hmmmm.. okie, im lazy to count. anyways she will be leaving on the 27th.. yeah! wippeee!!

please tell me if this sentence is a grammar mistake or not..

"Primary school teaches you alot of new things."

if there is any, point it out for me..

*note:this is written by a K2 child

ughh.. she cant even understand what is grammar and she can still try to argue with me.. i've got no time for her anyway.. what i know, she is making everyone HATE her. what i cant accept is if you want to correct a person, you shouldnt be using a demanding tone on people. if you can talk nicely to the children, why cant you do that to adults?
hah. i think she have neither EQ nor IQ.

okie, im off to get ready to meet him! =)

2007-07-09T00:00:00.000+08:00

went out with my fren nuraini on saturday.. we went to vivocity to "lepak"..

me + her

then on sunday, i and him went to expo to see the car-nival.. to see the range of cars.. buying a car is a big decision. you wuld be paying alot to buy a car.. so why shudnt you spend a little more to get something that look more nicer right.. you would be satisfied long term.. some people dont think that way.. well, heck to what they think..

i think i cant sleep 2nite.

2007-07-02T00:02:00.000+08:00

i h.a.t.e. you.

.. read me a poem ..

2007-06-29T00:29:00.000+08:00

i'm so in love with fergie's new song! love it! love it! love it! thinking if i should get her album.. should i? should i? i saw her performing her song at TRL on MTV just now.. mmmm.. it wasn't really complementing her voice.. but i still love her song! ;)

so i didn't go to the workshop.. but instead have a discussion with 2 other K2 teachers from another centre to discuss about the graduation concert... we will be doing Roald Dahl poetry for the opening act.. the original poems really had crude words and some morals which we shouldn't be introducing to the children.. example: "gambling is not a sin as long as we win".. and others.. it really is "not appropriate for small people" as qouted at the front page of the book.. to conclude, we will be changing a litle bit of the storyline..

i really would like to get back on reading novels.. maybe should go bookshopping one day.. it's been quite some time i lost touch with storybooks --> meant for adults..

reasons for not reading:

*time

*tiredness

*work

i think i'm getting over it now..

..i'm a big girl..

2007-06-26T20:34:00.000+08:00

i was told that i had a workshop at the HQ today so i went there.. but it really was a waste of my time and transport money because the workshop was actually postponed to this thursday and i was not informed on that.. hmph. now i got my new closing partner, ili's her name.. i think we kind of clicked and able to talk about anything..and also to goof around.. haha.. that's real cool.. so when i came back to work from the HQ, to do closing with her, was she happy.. hah.. siao.. hehe..

i've just realised that there's no point in hoping for someone to make ur life like a fairytale..

and im not gonna cry no more..

..im in my own secret world..

..all i want..

2007-06-24T22:07:00.000+08:00

all i want is your attention.

all i want is your tender care.

all i want is your old you.

the one that i first met.

don't you know me by now.

im crying in silence.

but who would care right.

..reason me out..

2007-06-07T23:45:00.000+08:00

give me a perfect reason why i should let this feeling fade away..

..covered..

2007-06-04T20:13:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling tired.. been waking up earlier and earlier and sleeping later and later.. im now covering my colleague who is on leave for the week or is it month?.. and today i tink im in my blur mode.. haha.. this morning i was waiting for the bus at the busstop.. was thinking to myself "hmm..when is the bus gonna be here?" and when i turn i saw the bus has arrived and ready to leave me standing at the busstop.. haha.. so i have to wait for the next one.. hah. what a selenger day for me.. haha..

hmmm.. well anyways.. i'm now working from 9am to 7pm and im incurring alot of overtime which can only be used as time off and not turn into cash.. hah. hmm.. wonder when can i clear my leaves and time offs by the end of the year.. haiz...

1 more day of work to my day of rest.. then off to work again..

.. changes ..

2007-06-03T17:03:00.000+08:00

today is a SUNDAY. and i thought i could wake up late.. but no... had to work.. on a SUNDAY.. luckily it is only for half a day, so not so bad.. there are a few centres, including the one im working at, that is currently and will be doing some minor and major renovations.. so just now i went over to help out the one at Choa Chu Kang.. what did i do? cleaning up here and there as the place was not fully done up yet.. and tomorrow the school will reopen.. they will be changing their furnitures but the new ones are not there yet.. and poor teachers, they have to paste back whatever charts that they have put down till they get the new one.. i hope the changes in my centre won't be a disaster.. hah.

after that, took the bus back to boonlay interchange and to Jurong Point to pay off some bills.. i was walking back to the interchange at the ever small pathway.. i was trying to walk as quick as there are alot of people and everyone is like in a rush.. so i dont want to be in their way.. but there were 2 women in front of me happily chatting and walking as slow as they like, like as if they were walking along the beach or in a park where nobody is around them... and they didnt give that much space for other people to get past them.. uggghhhh...

My principal has resigned. her last day is in July. People are leaving. everything will be new..

in with the new, out with the old?? hah.

i'm at home with nothing that interests me. what can i do.. sleep?? hhuuuhhh....

BorEdom

Bore me. Bore me more.

.. a day spent, or maybe two ..

2007-05-31T21:46:00.000+08:00

i took time off in the afternoon yesterday.. told my 'kids' before i go off.. then one of them said this.. "i don't want you to go.." with his oh-so-cute-&-innocent-&-pleading face.... if dats how i could describe it.. awww.. gave him a hug and ask him why he said dat..but he wouldn't answer me.. hah.. with my job, i don't think im ever gonna be bored, because of the kids with their ever so unexpected jokes or comments, and hugs.. that always gives you laughter and put a smile on your face at the end of the day.. although the grown-ups might give u the problems and make your day an unbearable one.. its really a joy to work with kids..

so went out with babydear yesterday.. went shopping.. because i got my pay.. retail theraphy is really great.. its a holiday today.. we just went lepakingz at boat quoy after we had our food at burger king.. sat at coffee bean and drank my ever favourite caramel drink.. then, off home for me while off to work for babydear..

now i'm off to watch EMIL EMILDA at TV3.. hilarious show.. Aaron Aziz acts in that show.. though i don't like him that much, i don't dislike him either.. coz i'm not into guys that is so buffed up.. hah..

..extremely bad mood..

2007-05-28T20:09:00.000+08:00

bad.bad.bad.bad.bad day for me today. im not in a gd mood today. everything just sucks. and i mean everything. work that is not suppose to be mine is pushed to me. asking for help need to be written down on a piece of paper. wtf ar. maybe im just being too nice. mayb now i should stop being nice.

fcuk life.

..Movie Marathon..

2007-05-27T21:17:00.000+08:00

i'm spending my sunday watching tv and movies from vcds & dvds.. nothing better to do.. haha.. i watched "Heroes" marathon on Star Movies before i start my own marathon of movies.. ;) i love to watch that show..interesting, people with different kind of powers.. if i can have a power.. what would it be?.. hmmmmmmmmm... ;)

i watched a malay ghost story "Puaka tebing biru".. scary, sad and touching story.. luckily i watched it during the day..or else i'm sure to have nightmares when i sleep later on..

in my earlier post i did mention about the change of principal in the centre.. i guess there will be another change.. because, the "new" principal will not be taking over after all.. still have no idea why yet.. will know soon.. seems that alot of staff from my centre would be leaving soon..to another centre, maybe the same or different organisation..

there's so many things coming up with work soon, PTC, Primary one Project, and concert.. the mega event of the year.. for us K2 teachers.. haaahhhhhhhhhh.....

..bored..

2007-05-20T13:23:00.001+08:00

i'm bored to death at home.. i was at home the whole day yesterday.. with nothing to do.. and i wonder why is it that there's nothing interesting on tv on a weekend.. it sucks. today i've nothing to do too.. anyone want to date me out??.. hahaha... maybe i would roam around by myself... haha.. i'm bored at home.. i wanna go outz........

.. is your nose running? ..

2007-05-14T23:04:00.000+08:00

my poor babydear is sick now.. thanks to me.. haha.. sowie dearie.. i think i've passed the virus to him.. i've had high fever since thursday nite, coughing and runny nose.. now that i felt so much more better, after seeing a doctor and resting on my bed for more than a day, babydear is sick now.. =( even d whole of my family member is down with cough and flu.. haiz.. i hate d feeling in my mouth wen im sick.. taste yucky like d medicine is still der in the mouth when it is not.. nothing i do that could make that yucky taste go away... bluweckkk.........

i remembered, how my k2 students would usually answer me this when i ask them if they have any cough or runny nose.. they would say "yes, my nose is running!" and they would run a little and laugh it off with their friends, repeating the same joke and pointing to their nose.. their kind of jokes really made me chuckle.. haha..

something new at work, or rather someone new.. i've got a new principal.. my other principal has been promoted to mentor principal... there's always changes here.. there.. everywhere.. i couldnt say much about this new person as ive not really know her well yet.. so we'll see how it goes.. if she can be a pleasant one to work with or not..
hmmmm......................

.t.i.r.e.d.

..sicky..

2007-05-04T00:17:00.000+08:00

i'm tired of working life.. wish i could go back to study life again.. lotz of fun, laughter, and beautiful memories with friends.. hmmm..

i'm having a bad sore throat..

.. pissed off..

2007-05-02T21:16:00.000+08:00

i was really pissed off with my friend yesterday. she asked me out but she was the one that cancelled the meeting.. wtf betul seh.. and she cancelled it last minute.. after im all ready and waiting for her. planned to meet at 12pm..waited for her till 1+ pm at home.. i really hate the kind of person who cancel at the last minute. u dont wanna meet, dont give me a thousand and one reason that you have to cancel it. being late is one thing. cancelling it at the last minute really made my blood boil like hell. hmmpphhh!! at least tell me before i get ready.. told my mum about it, and it was so sweet of her to prepare lunch for me as i have not eaten and am hungry(coz i tot i be eating out) and i was really mad at my friend. love my mum..

anyways, i went out with babydear and his sis in the afternoon..(after i took a short nap) haha.. went out.. tot of catching a movie, but nothing interesting.. Spiderman 3 was all full house.. so, we ended up at suntec city arcade to play the sweet-and-soft toy thingy.. then, headed to LJS.. and back home..

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waiting...

in the bus to suntec and trying hard to snap a pic..

sip...sip...

nak step fierce..ehehe..

smile!..

waiting for the train at the unseatable seat.. haha..

today is just another day.. when can something special ever happen..

..why can't life be easy..

2007-04-29T22:42:00.000+08:00

My cuzzin came on friday and stayed the night.. she showed me some funny videos at 2+ in the morning which made me laughed so hard.. kekek seh... hahaha.. one was a cartoon clip about an irritating kid irritating the mum by calling her tons of time.. and when the mum said "WHAT!" he just said "Hi!" and ran off.. hahahaha.. and i did that to babydear yesterday to get on his nerves... hahaha....

so today, i met babydear.. had our dinner at Sakura @ Far East Shopping Ctr.. then, i went around shopping.. hehe.. just got my pay (and the phathetic amount given to the staff- which they call it our annual bonus.. ;/ ) so did some "relieveing stress therapy".. haha.. got myself a handbag, shoes, and bought BodyShop products to use up my birthday discount as im a member..

working life sucks big time.. it has been in my head for alot of time that i feel like i dont wanna work anymore.. but i just cant stop working.. if only money could grow on trees, i will sure take really good care of it.. hahahaha.. ;)

In the end, it's not going to matter how many breaths you took, but how many moments took your breath away..

HappY BiRthDay!!

2007-04-23T23:56:00.000+08:00

i just wanna wish my dearest sis, NUR BAIZURAH a..........

hope it's not too late..

Be happy always in life and stay cute, pretty and humorous gerl!!

Lurpz u sis!!

.. momok..

2007-04-17T01:52:00.000+08:00

right now im still not sleeping.. what am i doing? doing my activity plans and also listening to RIA 89.7fm.. to listen to the ghosts stories experienced by the listeners.. so called.. im addicted to this program.. haha.. the songs about the different ghosts are so cute.. ahakz.. it's ending now.. i tink im doing more than 3 things at a time.. listening to the radio, putting up a post and trying to focus to do my work.. ahahah.. my back is aching now.. i guess im going to turn off my mind and sleep.. :)

l.o-v_e

2007-04-14T00:54:00.000+08:00

@}-;--

five years as one.. and our love's still going strong..

..Ti Amo..

..wasted..

2007-04-11T00:19:00.000+08:00

today, or rather yesterday, since it's past 12 now.. i was on leave. stayed at home.. its just a wasted day that i spent at home. if i know i would just cancel my leave and go to work today.

so much boredom.

..my belated birthday..

2007-04-08T20:38:00.000+08:00

so.. last friday was my birthday.. on the 6th of April. met babydear in the afternoon.. and he treated me to dinner at the new clarke quay shopping centre.. the name of the place? its.. THE MANHATTAN FISH MARKET.. we ate the platter for 2 that have fish, prawns, squids, oysters, rice and fries.. it was so yummy...

the seafood platter

brownie w/ icecream

babydear got me a present.. it's a PUMA handbag which i so wanted and loving it. ;) it was packed in this cute box which i love it too! hehe..

guess whats inside?

my PUMA bag!

then, after dinner we sat for a while at the stairs near the clarke quay river.. and we headed home.. or rather just me.. he had to get back to work.. though it was quite a short day for me.. i enjoyed it especially having my loved one to celebrate my birthday with..

i rested for a while at home and suddenly i got a call. it's from my ever bestest secondary school friend..saqila.. gosh.. it's been quite sometime since i met and talked to her.. missed her lots.. she wished me happy birthday and said wanted to meet me for a while.. and she actually gave a present and a birthday card.. ;) so nice of her.. we talked for a while and then she had to go..

the cute cat in the 'bag' (it's not a bear)

yesterday, i did nothing much.. just laze around at home.. today, i just finished cleaning up my room.. tomorrow.. gonna go back to work.. haiz.. ;)

the number 23

2007-04-03T22:58:00.000+08:00

i went out yesterday with babydear.. i took leave and it was his off day.. so met him first at the B.L. platform.. went in the train and was waiting for it to move. know what we and the other passengers heard?? the train driver greeting us and wishing us a nice journey... i've not heard that ever before in the train.. does the driver do it only during the weekdays? coz if i were to board the train during the weekend it doesnt happen.. when i heard it, i look at babydear and started to laugh.. laugh not because i dont appreciate him being courteous and all but its kind of funny like as if we are on a plane or going on a long journey to who knows where.. i think that all the train drivers should be doing that.. it's very pleasant to hear and it does put a smile on people's faces.. at least for me.. ;)

like the bus captains should do this too.. i know of one or rather i recognize one that would never fail to say hi, gd morning, gd afternoon, to you once you board his bus.. its really a nice gesture.. but what i dont understand is that most or all of the other people that i see boarding the same bus(excluding me okay) don't even bother to smile back at the bus captain. what kind of attitude do these people have? sometimes i feel so d*** frustrated with most people who don't have the courtesy to even say excuse me, thank you, or they would just push you to just get through even though they know you are trying to get out of the train.. inconsiderate people that always get on my nerves.. hmmpphh..

Anyways, we managed to catch the movie "The Number 23" which is about the obsession of the number 23. it seems to be "running" the life of the man, who is Jim Carrey. its a different side to see Jim Carrey acting in a serius movie coz he always act in comical movies.. A very interesting show that won't make you fall asleep in the cinema as you would like to find the answer to the mystery of the number 23. i would give it 5 *..

i think babydear is obsessed with the number 23 too.. oh no! he's trying to decode his particulars and its true! it sums up to 23! help!! hehehehehe.. ahahaha.. ;) ;) ;)

weekend shmickend

2007-03-31T19:49:00.000+08:00

what a weekend.. this is like the worse weekend coz i'll be staying at home.. babydear is working afternn shift for both weekend.. it sucks coz i cant spend more time with him.. but don wori dear i understand.. its work. there are the good and bad side of working shifts.. i just don't like the part where it's a special day, and then which we cant spend that special day.. like.. my birthday is coming but he's working that day.. luckily he's werking night shift.. so we could meet in the day.. But, on our coming anniversary which i feel like shouting out loud *aarrrrggggghhhhhhhhhh*!.. because i have to work on that day! a saturday which was suppose to be our special day.. and he's working night shift on that day too. i feel like i want to strangle my working mates for postponing to that day. we are doing a curriculum overview for the parents in the morning which will last till noon.. well, i could meet him after that right? noooooo.. coz they want to stay back to pack up the d*** resource room..uurggghhhh...

im sorry babydear.. guez this year will be different.. hmmm .... ;( *sad*

Caramel and Chocolates

2007-03-19T00:02:00.000+08:00

Yesterday..
i almost or was having another attack of hyperventilation.. luckily my babydear was beside me at that point of time.. i don't know the reason why i hyperventilate.. because at that point of time i was not feeling stressed and not having full of thoughts in my head.. though i do feel shortness of breath a little before that.. it was juz so sudden.. hmm.. love him lotz.. coz i noe he was not feeling that well either but he suppressed his sickness to take care of me..

Today..
went out with him and his sisz,zurah and aidah.. we had dinner at Fish&Co... then we went to the Candy Empire at Milennia Walk.. ahhh.. it was very tempting looking at the chocolates.. i would prefer to eat chocolates than sweets.. and the variety is not those that you could find in other shops.. babydear bought for me Wolly Wonka Chocolate and Cadbury Chocolate that have a shape of either a koala bear or a frog.. bought the koala.. both chocolates have caramel in them.. mmm.. yum.. i love caramel.. aahhh... talking about that makes me crave for caramel frappuchino from starbucks now... hmmmm... maybe i shud get that tomorrow.. ;)

then we went to Suntec City arcade.. to play this scoop-the-sweets-to-get-a-prize game.. okie.. i don't know what its call.. anyways,we are like so addicted to it.. i've played that game a few times with babydear before.. sometimes its really frustrating when the sweets juz won't drop.. ahakz...(and i could see that on aidah's face..eheheeh..) and today it closes earlier at 10.. so we had to rush a little bit.. but at last.. we got the prize.. okie.. zurah got the prize of Minnie Mouse... hope they had fun.. ;)

now.. i'm gonna rest and sleep coz got to wake up early tom.. change my work shift tom with my colleague.. juz for tom only.. bad news i have to wake up earlier than usual.. gd news i can go back earlier.. yeah!..

the pursuit of HAPPYNESS

2007-03-03T00:20:00.000+08:00

i wanted to post an entry last week but didn't manage to.. so here it is.. posting it today..

14/03/07
i watched the movie "The Pursuit of Happyness".. it was a touching movie.. i tried to hold my tears at the end of the movie.. it's a must watch..really.. i'll give it 4 stars out of 5.. after the movie it kept me thinking.. everyone is searching for their own happiness..but what is happiness which you are looking for? is it just to be rich? to be with the one that you cant live without? to have a degree or doctorate? or to see the smile on the face of a person when u do something for them?

i know that having money doesn't guarantee in being happy.. but in reality,in this world that we live in, money does matters.. coz having just love wont get u anywhere.. u will however have to work hard to get money coz it wont drop from the sky and fall rite in your lap..

anyways.. enuf about that.. at work.. i got commented from a contractor.. "Miss, you muka putih ar." that's what he said.. saying that i'm fair-looking.. ahakz.. got commented about my fair skin from lotz of people.. that i do not know what else to say that i just smile. ;)

hey.. i got these belated photos that i've not posted up yet..

from CHINGAY and the CNY celebration at werk..

me and babydear in the train

can you see our MR. President there?

this looks cool!

choo! choo!! wanna ride that train?

can u c me?

me in blue & my work mates

p.s: happy 4&11 darlz.. one more month to 5.. ehehe ;)

.. confidence ..

2007-02-21T23:56:00.000+08:00

Confidence ~ to be able to do things without fear of anything or anyone

well.. datz my interpretation of confidence. i would say i do not have a full percentage or most of self confidence. i would always have dis in me dat people r judgeing me in every thing dat i do or say... or even how i look. yes i know.. y should we bother about those people anyway as long as what we do is right or dat we look presentable?.. it's easy to say dat.. but it's not dat easy to accomplish it.. u hav to put it in your mind dat u r good n dat u r a somebody dat can achieve great things.. itz all in d mind..

i hav been having a prob with dis student of mine.. it seems dat his confidence has dropped. when it's starting to write, his eyes would get all teary. even before i hav him to start his work.. he is capable of writing, forming his own words.. but mayb he is afraid to fail. to make a mistake.. i hav been encouraging him all d way.. he wasn't like dis d previous year.. i guez it culd be dat he is doing something new.. and he mayb afraid to try..

it would take time for him.. and even me.. to find d full confidence dat is hiding.. waiting to show..

dat i can be d best...

damn

2007-02-18T15:37:00.000+08:00

your wants i would give in to you. my wants? you dont bother.

.. life ..

2007-02-11T00:50:00.000+08:00

it's been super long since i've made an entry.. for the past month, work was okie.. no big problem arises. babydear got a job! am happy for him.. at least it's something that he would want to do..

yesterday, my colleague's sister had passed away on her birthday. My colleague had been sharing with us how her sister had been doing.. at times her health was maintained.. at times it's not.. she was just telling us like last week, her sis is getting better.. and now she's gone..

How fragile life can be.. we never noe when we will return to HIM.. losing a loved one especially, im sure it'z heartbreaking..

so...
tell the person u love that... you love him/her today ~ (it can be ur mom & dad!)
show the person u care
treasure those small gestures he/she does for u
and
live d day like it's ur last..

.. Pressure ..

2006-12-11T01:02:00.000+08:00

i've not been updating my blog coz my comp has been giving me problems.. i've got to backup my files but don't noe how.. haiz... it's only been less than a year and it's giving me problem now... hmmmm...

anywayz.. i went to my friend's wedding reception on sunday.. reached there but she had already went to the groom's side.. met my other good friends.. oh.. sure miss them alot.. it's been quite some time since we hang out.. so all of us decided to wait for the Queen and King for the day to get back.. she looked so different.. was happy for her.. it was kind of touching.. she even cried..

hmm... i don't noe y but i kind of feel a bit pressured.. coz i'm hearing people getting engaged and married nowadays... especially my friends.. hmm... but i noe.. it's not the time for me yet.. got to save up lotz of money!! hahaha...

my PTC with the parents coming up soon... and with my comp giving me probs, i juz pray dat i can finish the children's observations soon.. feeling stressed out! arghhh... nvm.. it will be over soon.. juz take deep breaths... and calm down... ;)

.. Staying? i guez ..

2006-11-22T23:47:00.000+08:00

well.. it has been quite a bz week for me.. feeling so tired..last weekend had to come back to werk for d annual spring cleaning.. so tired.. cleaning and scrubbing here and there.. could still feel d soreness in my body.. aahhh... sorry yah nur, couldn't join u guys for d jalan raye.. hope u guys had fun.. anyways, next year.. i guez i b staying in dat centre.. juz for another year.. and i'll be teaching d K2s.. following up with my current class.. and another good news i've got a salary raise.. (like i proposed.. hehe..) i'm so happy!! haha.. but one sad news is dat 2 of d teachers will be leaving.. so, i'm gonna have new colleagues soon..

tomorrow babydear is going for an interview.. gd luck to you sayang!

i'm off to do my werk now.. n hopefully i could get a good nyte sleep soon..... ta-ta..

={

2006-11-13T16:13:00.000+08:00

i guess evrythings about U. only U. how about me?? do U noe wat im feeling inside? how unhappy i am? i guess u dont. u dont even noe i've been feeling dis way for d past few days. i noe its UR day today. but i guess UR day is much more important than me. more important than my feelings. I went to the interview without a wish of good luck from anyone. i've not been feeling well coughing non-stop especially last nite. n i only got to go to sleep at 4+am. im sure u don noe dat.nvm. juz let me be alone. i'll juz put on a mask in front of u if dats wat u want.

.. Busy ..

2006-11-11T12:17:00.000+08:00

hmmmm... can u believe it?? i hav to werk today, on a saturday and from 6 pm til 10pm... not juz today but also tom.. a sunday! my weekends burned just like dat.. fuhhhhhhhhhh.... well.. coz it'z the K2s grauation tomorrow.. so gotta help out.. anyway... on a brighter note.. i got a job interview on monday! hopefully it will turn out well.. ;) so if evrythings okie w d interview, i may consider switching over...

and diz past few days im not feeling too good.. i juz donno how to make myself better.. gulping down medicine didnt have any effect at all.. hopefully my sickness will go away soon...

.. Selamat Ari Raye ..

2006-10-27T00:45:00.000+08:00

Selamat Hari Raye to all Muslimin & Muslimat..

So.. Tuesday was hari raye.. went to my nyai's house 1st.. (my dad's mum)She has a cat named Kit.. it was so fierce.. though i love cats alot.. was jus so afraid he might scratch me.. whenever i got near to him, he wuld give me dis hissing sound.. even my mum said he was unfriendly dat day.. but at least when we were about to go home, he seems to loosen up a little and let me stroke her back.. ;)

then i went to my aunt's house.. coz dat's where my other grandma lives now.. she used to live at my place.. anyway, my cuzzin has a cat too named Nesta.. he is friendly.. but d releks type.. tdo aje.. bgn, mkn, tdo.. dats all he does..he doesnt mind being cuddled and stroked.. ishhh... geramnye... i wish i have a cat too.. but i don tink i have much time for him/her..

well.. here are juz sum pics i wuld like to share...

me in d cab..

my dad, mum and me..

my brother..

me and my cuzzie..

those 2 in white r my anak sedare.. hmm.. i feel old now.. hehe..

my cuzziesss....

d makciks n neneks ngah bersembang..

Nesta d CAT..

step manje kape.. haha..

caught in action..

raye pun boring ke??

well.. dats all for now... Selamat Hari Raye! Maaf Zahir & Batin!

.. Hectic ..

2006-10-21T00:42:00.000+08:00

just can't believe it.. it's gonna be Hari Raya Puasa soon! didn't hav an entry for so long coz was so busy.. did a lot of shopping.. well actually not alot.. i only buy baju kurung.. was searching for a matching color with my babydear on saturday.. walked around geylang and finally got the one dat i like and d color dat we wanted.. no new bags or shoes for me.. must save money.. hehe.. so i will juz use whatever dat i have for now..n i also bought a coloured contact lens for myself.. it's perky brown.. i hate wearing glasses but will wear it if i really need to.. i was also bz making biscuits.. with some help from my sis.. all getting ready for raya..

today i bought myself a wallet! so happy! haha.. been wanting to get a new one.. been using a coin pouch all dis while.. hehe.. i also bought a new wall clock for my home.. its quite big but i bought it coz i juz fell in love with it.. hehe..

tomorrow is gonna be a very bz day for me.. gonna make more biscuits in d morning n after dat im gonna give my room a make over.. hehe... gonna put on new curtains and bedsheets.. n spring clean my room..coz sunday i've no time for all dis.. gonna make some last minute shopping for raya.. i also got to change small notes.. coz im werking rite now so gotta give 'hongbao' to those young kids who r not.. hmmmm... i sure do miz those days wen i was young.. feel old now..haha..

anyways.. rite now.. im having 2nd tots of leaving my werk.. der seemed to be alot of good changes gonna happen to d organisation..my principal wuld like me to stay on.. but i don wanna stay on partly becoz of her.. hmmm... im kind of in a fix.. d other staffs wuld like me to stay.. but i donno.. i still have not found another job.. shud i stay for another year perhaps?.. i have to give a reply to her after dis raya.. i cant decide.. help me please.. haizzz...

.. Patience ..

2006-10-11T00:18:00.000+08:00

Everything seems to be toppling down.
You feel like you're at the pit of the earth.
And all seem bent in breaking you.

Don't give up or you will lose yourself.
Have your head up high.
Be patient.

There's a light to shine you through the path.
The path to climb up to the top.
To show them who you really are.

Patience.
Find it in you.

.. me and him ..

2006-10-04T23:50:00.000+08:00

i've fallen in love with the song by SNOW PATROL - Chasing Cars! i can just hear it over and over again and not get sick of it.. haha...

anyways, last saturday, i celebrated my babydear's birthday.. the day goes like this.. i bought him a sunflower.. gave it to him the moment i met him. he was a bit shy.. well you could say very shy.. carrying the flower.. okie.. i know which guy wouldn't be, right?... some of you may think like.. why wuld u give a guy a flower?? well, dats wat some of my family members said to me.. i thought it wuld be special.. anyways.. we head on to marina square.. my initial plan was to play bowling with him.. but the place was damn packed.. so we played the arcade games instead.. :p after which we went to suntec city.. walked around for a while.. played arcade games again.. hehe.. we love to play the game of spot the difference.. always trying to beat the high score.. hehe.. den..i treated him dinner at THE RICE TABLE.. food was great.. ambience was great too.. i really hoped he enjoyed the day..

werk was okie for me the past few days.. it is fasting month now.. but most of the days im breaking fast alone.. dat's coz i werk till 7.. by the time i get back home, they have all finished their food.. so the only time i could break fast with my family is only the weekends.. kind of sad.. haha.. but nvm.. tomorrow will be class photo taking day.. still thinking of wat i shud wear.. let me juz think about it tomorrow morning wen i wake up for werk den..

.. PANIC! ..

2006-09-28T23:40:00.000+08:00

Oh My Gosh! this morning i was damn late for werk. . i cant believe it.. i mean.. i do have days im almost late but not like today.. im suppose to reach werk at 9.30 am but i overslept till about 10am! my mum woke me up.. i was so damn panicked. got out of bed and didnt know wat to do next. thinking.... shud i go to werk still?? den my mum suggested i take MC today.. she's not trying to teach me bad things okie... she just do not want me to get into trouble.. hehe... the past few days i was still down with flu and cough and had a sore eye yesterday.. d funny thing was wen i woke up in a frenzy, all my sickness was gone!! ha! well anyways... i still call up my werkplace to say that i actually have diarrhoea and cant come to werk... well.. a little white lie wont have any harm rite?? ;)

so then.. i quickly get ready to go to the polyclinic.. and wen i reach there, my cough and flu came back.. and i had a little bit of sore eye.. a female doctor attended to me.. i didnt really like her attitude towards me... no sense of friendliness.. i know she is just suppose to check wats wrong with me and prescribe me medicines.. but at least be friendly. people c a doctor cause they r unwell and surely not having a good day.. and to have dis kinds of doctors attending to them or me, makes d day worse.. anyway.. i wouldnt want to blabber on wat happen... at least i got a day MC..

Children's Day is coming dis sunday! Happy children's day to all the kids! so off i went after the doctor's trip, to get some goodiez for the children in my class.. hope they like it.. hehehe..

well.. i guez dat's all... hope i wont be late for work tomorrow.. ;)

.. sick ..

2006-09-24T23:07:00.000+08:00

its been days since i write down my thoughts n feelings... i'm feeling sick again.. the viruses are attacking me rite now... hahaha... had been sick since thursday but i didnt c a doctor though... had a bad runny nose and cough.. but i do feel much better today... the IMF meeting was over! thank god nothing happened.. n i met up with my babydear on thursday, when he picked me up from werk and we spent the whole of friday together..i had been missing him so much.... spending time with him was really nice...

so today was d 1st day of fasting... to me it still feels the same.. not much difference...
hmmm... time sure flies by fast... n soon it might be d end of d year....
tomorrow is gonna be werk again.. i just seem to hate going to werk now... i dont wanna get put down again by anyone...

enuf about dat huh... juz got to be strong.. rite??..

.. you ..

2006-09-17T23:25:00.000+08:00

remembering...

the warmth of your touch..
the way you held my hand..

the way you smile..

the way you laugh..
the way you would look into my eyes..
the way you cared for me..
the way you would whisper i love you..

i'm missing you..
can you feel it?..

.. missing U ..

2006-09-11T20:41:00.000+08:00

i'm missing my babydear.. itz a very different feeling than usual.. mayb coz i wont be seeing him for TEN days all because of the IMF... haiz...... :( at least i got to hear his voice over d fone juz a while ago.. well.. here r juz some fotos of me n him taken the day before he went back to his SOC base..

love him to bitz...

i'm missing U..

Juz me...

hmm... i juz hope d event will end fast so i can c my babydear soon......

at work.. well, 3 of my teachers treat all of us KFC for lunch. ummm.. yummy!! der was no special reason at all.. they juz felt like treating us dat'z all... but ... oh no... im trying to lose weight.. n i juz cant turn away the temptation.. haha... okie.. nvm.. i'll juz watch my diet from tomorrow onwards... im now trying to look for another job.. my colleague said dat maybe my "principal" will like me to stay.. but... no i don tink so i would want to.. knowing dat "she" will stil be staying in dat centre.. will juz stress me out more... haha..i cant wait for my 2 days leave on dis coming weds and thurs.. maybe be accompanying my mum n sis to geylang on weds..

hope all will be well...

... SaD :( ..

2006-09-07T23:51:00.000+08:00

awwwww...... paul twohill is out of singapore idol.... watched the elimination round and it was really sad... saw him crying and i felt like crying too... boo hoo... though he's not my fav.. i'd rather see jasmine out than him... at least i do enjoy his performances other than the rest of the idols wannabe... (except for Hady) well.. on a happier note... at least Hady Mirza was not voted out! yeah!

i took time off today... spent d day watching tv.. then i make my room pretty and neat.... and i add a couple of things to my room... HOOKS ~ to hang my accessoriez.. and FOTOZ ~ which i pasted on my wall like a mural! looked through my fotoz i took with my friends.. family.. and my babydear... remembering all the sweet memoriez... which put a smile on my face.. i didnt really have dat many fotoz of recent onez... so d next thing to do is to develop them...

hmmmm.... im gonna miz my babydear soon... u got to take care okie dearie.....

.. updates ..

2006-09-06T00:47:00.000+08:00

updating wat happened on saturday..

it was my annual dinner dat day... i did enjoy myself.. actually the day before some bad incidents happen to me.. was really afraid the next day was gonna be a bad one for me... well.. at least it didnt turn out so bad...diz is how the day went... got up at 12noon... hehe.. was quite tired the day before... felt there was something wrong with my pantz.. but managed to get it fixed. and i got ready veryyyyyyy slowwwly... haha... den i met my babydear for awhile under my void deck... juz to send me off to the busstop.. the plan was actually for him to send me to d destination but at the last minute one of my colleague decide to send me n d others there..

me and my babydear...

Juz me...

i just felt like something doesnt feel rite... but juz giv it a miss.. we had a buffet dinner.. food was okie... d MC SUCKS big time!!!.. i hate dat guy.. he was like mumbling the whole time n it really shuts my mind to even listen to the crap he was saying.. haha.. there was a prize presentation and my centre is one of the 2 dat got the model centre award out of 27 centres... isnt dat great! we got a $500 cheque too! Yeah! The centres joined in the pageant thingy but my centre decided not too... overall.. the whole thing was okie... how i wish i could hav won the lucky draw prizes... or the 1st prize which is $2000 cash!! but... oh well... not my luck i guez...haha...

my colleagues....

me and my previous teacher in the centre..

me and a friend i got to know from the training workshops.. ( she's getting engaged soon!!! so envious!! hehe.. )

my senior teacher accepting the award on behalf of my principal who was not around..

dats all about saturday... i slept almost d whole day on sunday.. hehe.. and monday and tuesday was work day.... but met my babydear in the evening... im gonna mis him soon.... haizzz...... :<

..Wedding..

2006-08-28T23:49:00.000+08:00

i manage to watch the ending part of Siti Nurhaliza's wedding.. She sang a song she compose herself specially for her husband.. It was quite a romantic gesture i wuld say.. but a bride singing at her own wedding?? well.. i guez people have their own way celebrating their wedding i guez.. Personally, im not a fan of hers but i love to see weddings.. it's like a very special moment/day to combine two perfect souls together..

oh yeah... i went to little india yesterday to get my attire for the dinner.. it was quite hard to get a nice pretty suit that is long sleeved... well.. went to this shop and a very good salesman indeed entertained me. i bought a punjabi suit! was quite hesitant at first but after thinking n thinking.. he suggested using the shawl as the sleeves.. i think i spent like an hour in the shop thinking about it.. coz i couldnt bear to spend the money... he kept lowering and lowering the price.. the suit actually cost $85.. i was like what the heck... so went to tailored it and it looked pretty! it was a good tailoring.. it cost me $65 plus the tailoring in the end... my colleagues think that its just a waste of time to buy and to dress according to the theme... but to me.. i like to dress pretty! hehe... so only me and my indian colleague be wearing according to the theme.. oh well..

i've been trying to upload my pics but cant....hmmm.... let me c wat i can do later....

--->
this is wat i have tried... these are the fotoz i took from my new fone...

..Snakes..

2006-08-26T00:15:00.000+08:00

Phew... i juz got back from watching dis really awesome movie ~ "Snakes on the plane". Okie.. if u're like me, juz looking at d title, u wuld tink it was a lame movie. But its NOT! Well, it's gruesome n i actually don't really like dat.. but i would give it **** out of *****. It's really3 good! Comedy + Action ( a little bit ) + Gruesome. A really must watch movie.. But its only for 16 & above alrite.. hehe.. I tried to keep my eyes on d screen but i cant coz i would cover my eyes wen d gruesome part comes. haha..

So anyways.. i juz got my chocolate fone! really loving it... it's so pretty! hehe.. but it's quite sensitive.. juz hav to get use to it..

Work. ~ well.. i got praised for improvement in my classroom environment! yeah! so i wuld be less stress-free now.. hahaha... Teachers' Day coming soon... and i really love dat day coz der wuld b a lot of prezziez for the teachers by the students.. haha.. no... im juz kidding... of coz im not looking forward to d prezziez. It is really a gd day to hav for teachers.. a day to show appreciation to them.. n it is really not easy to become one.. i noe.. coz i am one of them.. hehe...

Alrite.. time to rest.. juz hope d snakes wont come haunting me in my dreams.. haha...

..7..

2006-08-23T00:36:00.000+08:00

okie... i've juz browsed thru some blogs and i've been tagged by my bf's adek zurah! Well.. she put my name on her blog so i guez it's counted?? hehe.. anyways.. here it goes..

7 random facts about me:
I love PINK! (cant u figure it out now?? hehe..)
I love CatS!
I hate wearing glasses!
I hate running! ~ or getting sweaty
I love looking PreTTy!
I'm an Early Childhood Educator!
I can be funny and sarcastic at times!

7 random things that scares me:
Flying bugs!
Rats!
B.O.!
Tripping and making a fool of myself!
Losing My Loved Ones!
Losing my Handphone and Wallet!
People Staring at me!

7 favourite music at the moment:
Nickelback ~ Photographs
The Chemical Romance ~ Helena
Rascal Flatts ~ What Hurts The Most
Ungu ~ Seperti Yang Dulu
Cassie ~ Me & U
Once ~ Dealova
Sean Paul ft. Keisya Cole ~ Give It Up to Me

7 things i like most:
Spending Time w/ My Babydear!
Taking Lotz of picz with my new CAM!
My new( coming soon) Handphone Chocolate!
My Teddy beaRs! ~ all dat my babydear gave 2 me..
Listening To Music!
BusyBodying! haha! ~ well not as much as my babydear.. hahaha...
Making people who make me happy, HAPPY!

7 things i say most:
What seh!
Eh?
Darling....
Yes dear...
Dat's so pathetic seh..
Hey babe!
So Pretty!!!

7 lucky people to do this:
~ this is interesting.. coz now i only have 2 people who i now have their blog.. ( which yes i think its a bit pathetic.. and coz my frenz think dat dis bloggy thingy is a waste of time.. ) and they have already been tagged.. so i donno who i shud have to do dis.. hmmmm.. alrite.. for those "passerbys" ( if der's any.. haha..).. feel free if u want do this if you have not been tagged yet dat is.... hehe... but on one condition.. do let me noe! haha!

I'm really excited to get a new phone! arghh... cant wait! hehe... anyways next week is my company's annual dinner and the theme is "bollywood"! i really do not noe wat i shud wear... hmmm.... i did went to Little India on Monday and browsed thru.. but stil do not really have an idea... juz 1+ week to figure out... oh well...

..Blank..

2006-08-19T15:11:00.000+08:00

Blank.
Dat's wat is in my mind now. is it just me? i feel that everything i do is never rite. well dat's just life rite? it's never smooth for u.. der's always obstacles in front of you. either you turn around and walk away from it or face it bravely. well for me.... i wish i could say i'm brave enough to face them.. hmmm....

recently i'm obsessed with this song by Rascal Flatts - What Hurts The Most..
especially this verse....

What hurts the most
was being so close
and having so much to say
and watching you walk away
never knowing what could have been
and not seeing that loving you is what i was trying to do..

hmmm...

i've not been posting for quite a few days now.. last couple of days almost lost my voice.. maybe could be due to the weather.. dats why im falling sick... i don wanna fall sick.. i hate falling sick....

..CominG BaCk to Work..

2006-08-14T21:05:00.000+08:00

As i step into the centre.. i was greeted by the Nursery2 children.. calling me.. "Teacher Rabiah! Teacher Rabiah!" What a wonderful day to start my werk..

seeing their cute n smiling faces.. im not really teaching that level.. my class is a Kindergarten1 class.. but i do take over the N2 class in the afternoon.. Work was okie i guez... just a bit bz coz im planning the excursion..

tomorrow is our excursion to the birdpark.. almost ALL are going.. i've not been to the birdpark before.. i tink... hmm.. hehe... if i remembered.. me and babydear had been planning to go there someday... mayb we'll go next mth??... hehehe....

To my babydear... be strong.. i'll always be here for you whenever u need me..

..Hectic..

2006-08-13T19:13:00.000+08:00

Yesterday's event was this...

i n my babydear went to Ikea 1st... den we went to Queenstown trying to get his lil sis's pencil case but could'nt.. so off we went to Marina Square n den to Millenia Walk n den to Suntec City in search of dat.. but der isnt any..

so den we walked to marina promenade..we were able to catch the last fireworks display.. the area was so damn packed with people.. it really kind of make me agitated a lil bit.. wat really pissed me off was dis b*tch who was taller than me squeezed her way thru right in front of me and blocked my view. she shud hav known dat im not tall enuf to watch the fireworks. well.. d whole fireworks was beautiful.. although was able to catch some glimpes of that.... but personally, i like d last saturday d best... dat was like d ultimate best of all fireworks..

After the fireworks we tot of going to Lau Pa Sat.. to hav our late dinner.. going there itself was frustrating.we were walking from the esplanade to Lau Pa Sat with lots of people around us...got there n der were lots of people too... we had to wait for a long time to get a seat.. n wen we do.. we still hav to wait for the food.. we ended up eating just satay.. waited for our fried noodles for like half an hour.. n still it did not appear.. so we left.. coz tired of waiting... so yesterday's event was a lot of walking.. n it made my legs feel real tired..

Today's event...

is to just stay at home.. we planned to go out n celebrate our 4yrs n 4mths anniversary today.. coz tomorrow ( which is d actual day ) he will be werking so we cant celebrate it tomorrow. and sumthing had crop up today so d plan was cancelled.. so i am juz staying at home now n trying to keep myself occupied..

To my BaByDeaR..

( an earlier wish.. )

Happy 4years and 4 months Anniversary..

**i love you**

..enuf..

2006-08-12T00:44:00.000+08:00

No.1) i don't appreciate sarcasm.

No.2) if u hav sumting to say to me, say it directly to my face.

No.3) Rejection - hate it.

dis is d only place where i can express myself. i always bottled up all my feelings. mayb coz i don feel safe telling it face to face. (to anyone who it may concern) or maybe i don want to show dat im weak. but, i dont want to continue putting up a mask, pretending im okie. please let me frown if im sad, n laugh if im happy, n cry if i need too. seriusly, im having low-self-esteem rite now. so stress out with evryting. i may look happy, dats becoz i dont want to remember abt all those unhappy moments. i tried to brush off all these thoughts. i tried. but i guez itz just too much for me to take now that i feel im breaking down. Small things may mean big things for me. i've had enuf.

..SuPer!..

2006-08-11T13:51:00.000+08:00

I n my babydear watched a movie ~ "My Super Ex-Girlfriend" yesterday nite..

we didnt really plan to watch it at first.. juz walking past the cinema area n tot, y not??.. we didnt really know wat the story is gonna be about but watch it anyway. At first, wen d show starts i tot it's gonna be a lame one... but it was not! it was SUPER hilarious... gosh!

okie... enough bout dat... im on leave again today. yesterday, i really felt like i was gonna werk today.. maybe coz yesterday felt like sunday.. to me... hehe... but im at home now.. resting..

so my plans for dis super evening.. to catch the fireworkz again! hmmmm... but i donno from which country it will be... hehe...i hope it will be super better den d onez i catch it on last saturday and tuesday.. personally.. i reallly loved d one on last saturday.. really captivated me..

Oh yeah.. n der will b another one tom... d last one of all the fireworkz display... surelyy i wont want to miz it...

..ThE NaMe GaMe!..

2006-08-10T14:29:00.000+08:00

yesterday... we didnt catch d National Day fireworkz.. (hope my babydear dont mind even though he said he didnt..) i didnt hav d mood to c d fireworkz.. we juz sat at opposite clarke quay.. hang out.. have a singing session.. hehe.... took some picturez....

so.. after that we got home.. and talked on d fone for a while and we played the "Name Game".. i do not noe how to do it so babydear taught me how to.. it was quite confusing at first u noe...

wanna try?...

Let's do it!:

Blogger Blogger Bo Bogger Banana Fana Fo Fogger Fifa Mo Mogger Blogger!

~OR~

Now Lets Try Yaya!

Yaya Yaya Bo Baya Banana Fana Fo Faya Fifa Mo Maya Yaya!

hahahaha.... well, im getting d hang of it though...

today.... im home coz i took leave for today n tomorow.. yeah! so its gonna be a long week of rest for me.. tot i wanna put my mind off werk.. but dis morning i was disturbed by a call by my principal. ugh. dat b*tch. really put me off to starting a nice day.. but nvm.. better not talk about it..

there is something that will put a smile on my face... meeting d person i love, later.. hehe.. ;)

..Sleepy..

2006-08-07T22:52:00.000+08:00

itz only 10+.. but im feeling so sleepy already... *yawnnnnn* so how was my day at werk? i guez all was fine... tom be celebrating National Day at werk w d kidz.. but i have no RED to wear... i hav lotz of pink though... will dat count?.. hmmmm... hehe... ;)

im feeling tired... guez i may turn in early... but.. my eyez doesnt seem to wanna rest yet... aint dat funny??

hav u ever felt dat way...? ur whole body is tired n wantz itz rest but ur eyes would not wan to be kept shut... u would toss n turn.. til late morning.. n der u r in 'Dreamland'.. n which seemz like a few momentz ... suddenly,.. its time to wake up.. n u feel all tired again d next day...

huhhhh... hate dat.

hmmmmm..... maybe i shud count sheeps wen i go to sleep.... ;p

..FaLLinG StaRz..

2006-08-06T14:21:00.000+08:00

an event dat really brightz up my nite... was d fireworkz.. me n my babydear was standing at marina promenade, close to esplanade.. d place was so crowded with people..

it was really such a beautiful sight to see.. i was totally mesmerized by d whole thing n sharing dat experience with ur loved one by ur side was truly amazing.. it really felt like der were thousands of starz falling down from d sky upon u... WOW....

der will be another fireworkz show on tuesday.. so hopefully will be able to catch dat one too after work... with my babydear.. ;)

..FiReWorkz..

2006-08-05T15:37:00.000+08:00

i'm now sitting in front of my comp... applying my makeup.... hehehe... n juz tot of posting a short entry.... ;p
can't wait to meet babydear later.... i can only meet him today coz he got to werk tom... hmmm... sad... could only spend 1 weekend day w him.... :( but on d brightside... i can spend some quality time with him later watching beautiful fireworkz... yeah!!! hehe.... maybe if i can capture some fotos or videos, i'll show ya.... ;)

..LoVe..

2006-08-04T23:37:00.000+08:00

Love.. u can hav it if u hav faith in it...

Dont ever be afraid of its presence.. n push it away...

Yez, der may heartbreakz and painz along d way.. dat i cant deny..

But remember.. those sweet, wonderful memoriez n momentz u shared with d special sumone..

which meltz ur heart n put a smile on ur face..

Alwayz..... Love d person who Lovez you..

Coz U might only be given dat one chance...

.. d 7th month..

2006-08-03T23:44:00.000+08:00

got back from werk, had my dinner, shower and changed to meet my babydear juz now.. went to d 'pasar malam' or nite market near my area n walked around. then he wanted to go to d toilet so i went to d ladies too.. 1 cubicle was occupied, saw some shadows so tot sum1 was inside.. d other 2 empty cubicle didnt hav toilet paper n so i juz tot i'll juz wait for 'd' person to come out n mayb dat cubicle would hav some.. look at myself in d mirror n still see some moving shadows underneath dat cubicle..waited for quite sometime.. den.. the shadow was gone..(no one came out yet from d cubicle) was curious n took a peep to see if ders any feet.. not dat im a creep... n guez wat?? der isnt!.. woah so creepy.. so i decided juz to get out of der..

now, according to the chinese believers its d 7th month hungry ghost.. n 'they' r roaming around freely rite now.. (i think.. ;p) anyway i tink i better stop talking bout it..dont wanna scare d sh*t of myself..haha...

so we walked around again n i found a nice handphone casing for myself... n its only for $8!! cheap rite??.. hehe... here is wat it looks like.. itz actually in blue but i donno y it seems black... hmmm....

well.. i didnt hav d $ yet to get a new fone... but im still happy with mine right now.. hehe..

yeah.. d weekend is near.. rest time for me... hehe.. ;)

just 1 more day.........

...the LasT WeeKeNd...

2006-08-02T12:43:00.000+08:00

just sharing with you what i did on sunday with my babydear..

well.. we went out for shopping.. movie.. and to eat! we went to secret recipe to have our lunch-cum-dinner there. coz i actually have a $20 voucher to spend there so might as well.

mmm... slurrrrppp...

time to eat!

Dessert! yum..yum....
we watch "the Lakehouse".. it was such a romantic movie... to me dat is... the guy was like willing to wait like 4 years for her... i kind of fall in love with one of the song... even though its like quite draggy and repetitive.. i guez all love songs are like dat.. hehe..
hear it here...->http://www.bolt.com/Tomats/audio/1556680

dats all for now...

...Ta Da!...

2006-08-01T23:34:00.000+08:00

dis is my new blog now.... used msn space previously.. but tot of changing to blogspot instead.. would like to try something new.. pfhew.... didnt noe its actually quite hard to figure out.. (since i'm not an IT expert.. hehe).. i tink i did learnt abt all diz stufz but had slipped my mind..actually it took me quite a number of dayz to edit d template and make my blogspace all NICE and PRETTY.. hehe..

i wont be werking tomorrow so i guez i do hav quite some time to 'explore' diz blogspot thingy 2nite.. well, i'm miting my babydear tom.. cant wait 2 see him.. ;) hehe..