.. i want to live in a fairytale ..

..Wedding..

Monday, August 28, 2006

i manage to watch the ending part of Siti Nurhaliza's wedding.. She sang a song she compose herself specially for her husband.. It was quite a romantic gesture i wuld say.. but a bride singing at her own wedding?? well.. i guez people have their own way celebrating their wedding i guez.. Personally, im not a fan of hers but i love to see weddings.. it's like a very special moment/day to combine two perfect souls together..

oh yeah... i went to little india yesterday to get my attire for the dinner.. it was quite hard to get a nice pretty suit that is long sleeved... well.. went to this shop and a very good salesman indeed entertained me. i bought a punjabi suit! was quite hesitant at first but after thinking n thinking.. he suggested using the shawl as the sleeves.. i think i spent like an hour in the shop thinking about it.. coz i couldnt bear to spend the money... he kept lowering and lowering the price.. the suit actually cost $85.. i was like what the heck... so went to tailored it and it looked pretty! it was a good tailoring.. it cost me $65 plus the tailoring in the end... my colleagues think that its just a waste of time to buy and to dress according to the theme... but to me.. i like to dress pretty! hehe... so only me and my indian colleague be wearing according to the theme.. oh well..

i've been trying to upload my pics but cant....hmmm.... let me c wat i can do later....

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this is wat i have tried... these are the fotoz i took from my new fone...

11:49:00 PM
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..Snakes..

Saturday, August 26, 2006

Phew... i juz got back from watching dis really awesome movie ~ "Snakes on the plane". Okie.. if u're like me, juz looking at d title, u wuld tink it was a lame movie. But its NOT! Well, it's gruesome n i actually don't really like dat.. but i would give it **** out of *****. It's really3 good! Comedy + Action ( a little bit ) + Gruesome. A really must watch movie.. But its only for 16 & above alrite.. hehe.. I tried to keep my eyes on d screen but i cant coz i would cover my eyes wen d gruesome part comes. haha..

So anyways.. i juz got my chocolate fone! really loving it... it's so pretty! hehe.. but it's quite sensitive.. juz hav to get use to it..

Work. ~ well.. i got praised for improvement in my classroom environment! yeah! so i wuld be less stress-free now.. hahaha... Teachers' Day coming soon... and i really love dat day coz der wuld b a lot of prezziez for the teachers by the students.. haha.. no... im juz kidding... of coz im not looking forward to d prezziez. It is really a gd day to hav for teachers.. a day to show appreciation to them.. n it is really not easy to become one.. i noe.. coz i am one of them.. hehe...

Alrite.. time to rest.. juz hope d snakes wont come haunting me in my dreams.. haha...

12:15:00 AM
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..7..

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

okie... i've juz browsed thru some blogs and i've been tagged by my bf's adek zurah! Well.. she put my name on her blog so i guez it's counted?? hehe.. anyways.. here it goes..

7 random facts about me:
I love PINK! (cant u figure it out now?? hehe..)
I love CatS!
I hate wearing glasses!
I hate running! ~ or getting sweaty
I love looking PreTTy!
I'm an Early Childhood Educator!
I can be funny and sarcastic at times!

7 random things that scares me:
Flying bugs!
Rats!
B.O.!
Tripping and making a fool of myself!
Losing My Loved Ones!
Losing my Handphone and Wallet!
People Staring at me!

7 favourite music at the moment:
Nickelback ~ Photographs
The Chemical Romance ~ Helena
Rascal Flatts ~ What Hurts The Most
Ungu ~ Seperti Yang Dulu
Cassie ~ Me & U
Once ~ Dealova
Sean Paul ft. Keisya Cole ~ Give It Up to Me

7 things i like most:
Spending Time w/ My Babydear!
Taking Lotz of picz with my new CAM!
My new( coming soon) Handphone Chocolate!
My Teddy beaRs! ~ all dat my babydear gave 2 me..
Listening To Music!
BusyBodying! haha! ~ well not as much as my babydear.. hahaha...
Making people who make me happy, HAPPY!

7 things i say most:
What seh!
Eh?
Darling....
Yes dear...
Dat's so pathetic seh..
Hey babe!
So Pretty!!!

7 lucky people to do this:
~ this is interesting.. coz now i only have 2 people who i now have their blog.. ( which yes i think its a bit pathetic.. and coz my frenz think dat dis bloggy thingy is a waste of time.. ) and they have already been tagged.. so i donno who i shud have to do dis.. hmmmm.. alrite.. for those "passerbys" ( if der's any.. haha..).. feel free if u want do this if you have not been tagged yet dat is.... hehe... but on one condition.. do let me noe! haha!

I'm really excited to get a new phone! arghh... cant wait! hehe... anyways next week is my company's annual dinner and the theme is "bollywood"! i really do not noe wat i shud wear... hmmm.... i did went to Little India on Monday and browsed thru.. but stil do not really have an idea... juz 1+ week to figure out... oh well...

12:36:00 AM
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..Blank..

Saturday, August 19, 2006

Blank.
Dat's wat is in my mind now. is it just me? i feel that everything i do is never rite. well dat's just life rite? it's never smooth for u.. der's always obstacles in front of you. either you turn around and walk away from it or face it bravely. well for me.... i wish i could say i'm brave enough to face them.. hmmm....

recently i'm obsessed with this song by Rascal Flatts - What Hurts The Most..
especially this verse....

What hurts the most
was being so close
and having so much to say
and watching you walk away
never knowing what could have been
and not seeing that loving you is what i was trying to do..

hmmm...

i've not been posting for quite a few days now.. last couple of days almost lost my voice.. maybe could be due to the weather.. dats why im falling sick... i don wanna fall sick.. i hate falling sick....

3:11:00 PM
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..CominG BaCk to Work..

Monday, August 14, 2006

As i step into the centre.. i was greeted by the Nursery2 children.. calling me.. "Teacher Rabiah! Teacher Rabiah!" What a wonderful day to start my werk..

seeing their cute n smiling faces.. im not really teaching that level.. my class is a Kindergarten1 class.. but i do take over the N2 class in the afternoon.. Work was okie i guez... just a bit bz coz im planning the excursion..

tomorrow is our excursion to the birdpark.. almost ALL are going.. i've not been to the birdpark before.. i tink... hmm.. hehe... if i remembered.. me and babydear had been planning to go there someday... mayb we'll go next mth??...

hehehe....

To my babydear... be strong.. i'll always be here for you whenever u need me..

9:05:00 PM
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..Hectic..

Sunday, August 13, 2006

Yesterday's event was this...

i n my babydear went to Ikea 1st... den we went to Queenstown trying to get his lil sis's pencil case but could'nt.. so off we went to Marina Square n den to Millenia Walk n den to Suntec City in search of dat.. but der isnt any..

so den we walked to marina promenade..we were able to catch the last fireworks display.. the area was so damn packed with people.. it really kind of make me agitated a lil bit.. wat really pissed me off was dis b*tch who was taller than me squeezed her way thru right in front of me and blocked my view. she shud hav known dat im not tall enuf to watch the fireworks. well.. d whole fireworks was beautiful.. although was able to catch some glimpes of that.... but personally, i like d last saturday d best... dat was like d ultimate best of all fireworks..

After the fireworks we tot of going to Lau Pa Sat.. to hav our late dinner.. going there itself was frustrating.we were walking from the esplanade to Lau Pa Sat with lots of people around us...got there n der were lots of people too... we had to wait for a long time to get a seat.. n wen we do.. we still hav to wait for the food.. we ended up eating just satay.. waited for our fried noodles for like half an hour.. n still it did not appear.. so we left.. coz tired of waiting... so yesterday's event was a lot of walking.. n it made my legs feel real tired..

Today's event...

is to just stay at home.. we planned to go out n celebrate our 4yrs n 4mths anniversary today.. coz tomorrow ( which is d actual day ) he will be werking so we cant celebrate it tomorrow. and sumthing had crop up today so d plan was cancelled.. so i am juz staying at home now n trying to keep myself occupied..

To my BaByDeaR..

( an earlier wish.. )

Happy 4years and 4 months Anniversary..

**i love you**

7:13:00 PM
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..enuf..

Saturday, August 12, 2006

No.1) i don't appreciate sarcasm.

No.2) if u hav sumting to say to me, say it directly to my face.

No.3) Rejection - hate it.

dis is d only place where i can express myself. i always bottled up all my feelings. mayb coz i don feel safe telling it face to face. (to anyone who it may concern) or maybe i don want to show dat im weak. but, i dont want to continue putting up a mask, pretending im okie. please let me frown if im sad, n laugh if im happy, n cry if i need too. seriusly, im having low-self-esteem rite now. so stress out with evryting. i may look happy, dats becoz i dont want to remember abt all those unhappy moments. i tried to brush off all these thoughts. i tried. but i guez itz just too much for me to take now that i feel im breaking down. Small things may mean big things for me. i've had enuf.

12:44:00 AM
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..SuPer!..

Friday, August 11, 2006

I n my babydear watched a movie ~ "My Super Ex-Girlfriend" yesterday nite..

we didnt really plan to watch it at first.. juz walking past the cinema area n tot, y not??.. we didnt really know wat the story is gonna be about but watch it anyway. At first, wen d show starts i tot it's gonna be a lame one... but it was not! it was SUPER hilarious... gosh!

okie... enough bout dat... im on leave again today. yesterday, i really felt like i was gonna werk today.. maybe coz yesterday felt like sunday.. to me... hehe... but im at home now.. resting..

so my plans for dis super evening.. to catch the fireworkz again! hmmmm... but i donno from which country it will be... hehe...i hope it will be super better den d onez i catch it on last saturday and tuesday.. personally.. i reallly loved d one on last saturday.. really captivated me..

Oh yeah.. n der will b another one tom... d last one of all the fireworkz display... surelyy i wont want to miz it...

1:51:00 PM
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..ThE NaMe GaMe!..

Thursday, August 10, 2006

yesterday... we didnt catch d National Day fireworkz.. (hope my babydear dont mind even though he said he didnt..) i didnt hav d mood to c d fireworkz.. we juz sat at opposite clarke quay.. hang out.. have a singing session.. hehe.... took some picturez....

so.. after that we got home.. and talked on d fone for a while and we played the "Name Game".. i do not noe how to do it so babydear taught me how to.. it was quite confusing at first u noe...

wanna try?...

Let's do it!:

Blogger Blogger Bo Bogger Banana Fana Fo Fogger Fifa Mo Mogger Blogger!

~OR~

Now Lets Try Yaya!

Yaya Yaya Bo Baya Banana Fana Fo Faya Fifa Mo Maya Yaya!

hahahaha.... well, im getting d hang of it though...

today.... im home coz i took leave for today n tomorow.. yeah! so its gonna be a long week of rest for me.. tot i wanna put my mind off werk.. but dis morning i was disturbed by a call by my principal. ugh. dat b*tch. really put me off to starting a nice day.. but nvm.. better not talk about it..

there is something that will put a smile on my face... meeting d person i love, later.. hehe.. ;)

2:29:00 PM
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..Sleepy..

Monday, August 07, 2006

itz only 10+.. but im feeling so sleepy already... *yawnnnnn* so how was my day at werk? i guez all was fine... tom be celebrating National Day at werk w d kidz.. but i have no RED to wear... i hav lotz of pink though... will dat count?.. hmmmm... hehe... ;)

im feeling tired... guez i may turn in early... but.. my eyez doesnt seem to wanna rest yet... aint dat funny??

hav u ever felt dat way...? ur whole body is tired n wantz itz rest but ur eyes would not wan to be kept shut... u would toss n turn.. til late morning.. n der u r in 'Dreamland'.. n which seemz like a few momentz ... suddenly,.. its time to wake up.. n u feel all tired again d next day...

huhhhh... hate dat.

hmmmmm..... maybe i shud count sheeps wen i go to sleep.... ;p

10:52:00 PM
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..FaLLinG StaRz..

Sunday, August 06, 2006

an event dat really brightz up my nite... was d fireworkz.. me n my babydear was standing at marina promenade, close to esplanade.. d place was so crowded with people..

it was really such a beautiful sight to see.. i was totally mesmerized by d whole thing n sharing dat experience with ur loved one by ur side was truly amazing.. it really felt like der were thousands of starz falling down from d sky upon u... WOW....

der will be another fireworkz show on tuesday.. so hopefully will be able to catch dat one too after work... with my babydear.. ;)

2:21:00 PM
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..FiReWorkz..

Saturday, August 05, 2006

i'm now sitting in front of my comp... applying my makeup.... hehehe... n juz tot of posting a short entry.... ;p
can't wait to meet babydear later.... i can only meet him today coz he got to werk tom... hmmm... sad... could only spend 1 weekend day w him.... :( but on d brightside... i can spend some quality time with him later watching beautiful fireworkz... yeah!!! hehe.... maybe if i can capture some fotos or videos, i'll show ya.... ;)

3:37:00 PM
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..LoVe..

Friday, August 04, 2006

Love.. u can hav it if u hav faith in it...

Dont ever be afraid of its presence.. n push it away...

Yez, der may heartbreakz and painz along d way.. dat i cant deny..

But remember.. those sweet, wonderful memoriez n momentz u shared with d special sumone..

which meltz ur heart n put a smile on ur face..

Alwayz..... Love d person who Lovez you..

Coz U might only be given dat one chance...

11:37:00 PM
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.. d 7th month..

Thursday, August 03, 2006

got back from werk, had my dinner, shower and changed to meet my babydear juz now.. went to d 'pasar malam' or nite market near my area n walked around. then he wanted to go to d toilet so i went to d ladies too.. 1 cubicle was occupied, saw some shadows so tot sum1 was inside.. d other 2 empty cubicle didnt hav toilet paper n so i juz tot i'll juz wait for 'd' person to come out n mayb dat cubicle would hav some.. look at myself in d mirror n still see some moving shadows underneath dat cubicle..waited for quite sometime.. den.. the shadow was gone..(no one came out yet from d cubicle) was curious n took a peep to see if ders any feet.. not dat im a creep... n guez wat?? der isnt!.. woah so creepy.. so i decided juz to get out of der..

now, according to the chinese believers its d 7th month hungry ghost.. n 'they' r roaming around freely rite now.. (i think.. ;p) anyway i tink i better stop talking bout it..dont wanna scare d sh*t of myself..haha...

so we walked around again n i found a nice handphone casing for myself... n its only for $8!! cheap rite??.. hehe... here is wat it looks like..

itz actually in blue but i donno y it seems black... hmmm....

well.. i didnt hav d $ yet to get a new fone... but im still happy with mine right now.. hehe..

yeah.. d weekend is near.. rest time for me... hehe.. ;)

just 1 more day.........

11:44:00 PM
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...the LasT WeeKeNd...

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

just sharing with you what i did on sunday with my babydear..

well.. we went out for shopping.. movie.. and to eat! we went to secret recipe to have our lunch-cum-dinner there. coz i actually have a $20 voucher to spend there so might as well.

mmm... slurrrrppp...

time to eat!

Dessert! yum..yum....
we watch "the Lakehouse".. it was such a romantic movie... to me dat is... the guy was like willing to wait like 4 years for her... i kind of fall in love with one of the song... even though its like quite draggy and repetitive.. i guez all love songs are like dat.. hehe..
hear it here...->http://www.bolt.com/Tomats/audio/1556680

dats all for now...

12:43:00 PM
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...Ta Da!...

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

dis is my new blog now.... used msn space previously.. but tot of changing to blogspot instead.. would like to try something new.. pfhew.... didnt noe its actually quite hard to figure out.. (since i'm not an IT expert.. hehe).. i tink i did learnt abt all diz stufz but had slipped my mind..actually it took me quite a number of dayz to edit d template and make my blogspace all NICE and PRETTY.. hehe..

i wont be werking tomorrow so i guez i do hav quite some time to 'explore' diz blogspot thingy 2nite.. well, i'm miting my babydear tom.. cant wait 2 see him.. ;) hehe..

11:34:00 PM
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