.. i want to live in a fairytale ..

.. confidence ..

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

Confidence ~ to be able to do things without fear of anything or anyone

well.. datz my interpretation of confidence. i would say i do not have a full percentage or most of self confidence. i would always have dis in me dat people r judgeing me in every thing dat i do or say... or even how i look. yes i know.. y should we bother about those people anyway as long as what we do is right or dat we look presentable?.. it's easy to say dat.. but it's not dat easy to accomplish it.. u hav to put it in your mind dat u r good n dat u r a somebody dat can achieve great things.. itz all in d mind..

i hav been having a prob with dis student of mine.. it seems dat his confidence has dropped. when it's starting to write, his eyes would get all teary. even before i hav him to start his work.. he is capable of writing, forming his own words.. but mayb he is afraid to fail. to make a mistake.. i hav been encouraging him all d way.. he wasn't like dis d previous year.. i guez it culd be dat he is doing something new.. and he mayb afraid to try..

it would take time for him.. and even me.. to find d full confidence dat is hiding.. waiting to show..

dat i can be d best...

11:56:00 PM
.. my piNkiSh liFe @};-- ..

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damn

Sunday, February 18, 2007

your wants i would give in to you. my wants? you dont bother.

3:37:00 PM
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.. life ..

Sunday, February 11, 2007

it's been super long since i've made an entry.. for the past month, work was okie.. no big problem arises. babydear got a job! am happy for him.. at least it's something that he would want to do..

yesterday, my colleague's sister had passed away on her birthday. My colleague had been sharing with us how her sister had been doing.. at times her health was maintained.. at times it's not.. she was just telling us like last week, her sis is getting better.. and now she's gone..

How fragile life can be.. we never noe when we will return to HIM.. losing a loved one especially, im sure it'z heartbreaking..

so...
tell the person u love that... you love him/her today ~ (it can be ur mom & dad!)
show the person u care
treasure those small gestures he/she does for u
and
live d day like it's ur last..

12:50:00 AM
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