.. i want to live in a fairytale ..

..syawal sudah menjelang tiba..

Monday, October 15, 2007

today is the third day of syawal.. when i 1st heard the 'takbir raya' on friday night i cried.. betapa sayunye hati ni.. i've never felt that way before.. mayb because its different this year.. this year's raya was celebrated at my aunt's house next to my blk.. lots of people visiting there especially to see my grandma.

on the 1st day, went to visit my other grandma(my father's side) then off to my aunt's house.. the person i hate is there.. its my cousin's girlfriend.. she said she wants to come and help around.. but she's just a lazy bum and always sticking to my cousin.. nak step buat baik konon with me.. salam cium tangan lagi.. 1st and second day raya come over but do nothing.. just sit around watching tv and wherever my cousin go she wants to follow.. i still remember d conversation i had with her 4 or 5 years ago, "she will never ask for my forgiveness" therefore neither will i forgive her unless she asks for it.. which she never did.. this happens to a stupid excuse she made up.. i guess she is such a jealous freak.. baahh...

i've tendered my resignation and going to another organisation next month.. when i give the letter to him(the principal) he doesn't look shocked. he actually already knew about it last week from someone of the workplace that i'm going to soon.. i guess he's happy about it that i'm going to be gone.. haha.. well, wait till everyone leaves.. we'll see if he can cope with it.. he did say once that he can handle it if we all go.. he wants his ex-colleagues to join him i guess..

to all.. selamat hari raya aidilfitri!

9:28:00 PM
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