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Thursday, September 28, 2006

Oh My Gosh! this morning i was damn late for werk. . i cant believe it.. i mean.. i do have days im almost late but not like today.. im suppose to reach werk at 9.30 am but i overslept till about 10am! my mum woke me up.. i was so damn panicked. got out of bed and didnt know wat to do next. thinking.... shud i go to werk still?? den my mum suggested i take MC today.. she's not trying to teach me bad things okie... she just do not want me to get into trouble.. hehe... the past few days i was still down with flu and cough and had a sore eye yesterday.. d funny thing was wen i woke up in a frenzy, all my sickness was gone!! ha! well anyways... i still call up my werkplace to say that i actually have diarrhoea and cant come to werk... well.. a little white lie wont have any harm rite?? ;)

so then.. i quickly get ready to go to the polyclinic.. and wen i reach there, my cough and flu came back.. and i had a little bit of sore eye.. a female doctor attended to me.. i didnt really like her attitude towards me... no sense of friendliness.. i know she is just suppose to check wats wrong with me and prescribe me medicines.. but at least be friendly. people c a doctor cause they r unwell and surely not having a good day.. and to have dis kinds of doctors attending to them or me, makes d day worse.. anyway.. i wouldnt want to blabber on wat happen... at least i got a day MC..

Children's Day is coming dis sunday! Happy children's day to all the kids! so off i went after the doctor's trip, to get some goodiez for the children in my class.. hope they like it.. hehehe..

well.. i guez dat's all... hope i wont be late for work tomorrow.. ;)

11:40:00 PM
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.. sick ..

Sunday, September 24, 2006

its been days since i write down my thoughts n feelings... i'm feeling sick again.. the viruses are attacking me rite now... hahaha... had been sick since thursday but i didnt c a doctor though... had a bad runny nose and cough.. but i do feel much better today... the IMF meeting was over! thank god nothing happened.. n i met up with my babydear on thursday, when he picked me up from werk and we spent the whole of friday together..i had been missing him so much.... spending time with him was really nice...

so today was d 1st day of fasting... to me it still feels the same.. not much difference...
hmmm... time sure flies by fast... n soon it might be d end of d year....
tomorrow is gonna be werk again.. i just seem to hate going to werk now... i dont wanna get put down again by anyone...

enuf about dat huh... juz got to be strong.. rite??..

11:07:00 PM
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.. you ..

Sunday, September 17, 2006

remembering...

the warmth of your touch..
the way you held my hand..

the way you smile..

the way you laugh..
the way you would look into my eyes..
the way you cared for me..
the way you would whisper i love you..

i'm missing you..
can you feel it?..

11:25:00 PM
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.. missing U ..

Monday, September 11, 2006

i'm missing my babydear.. itz a very different feeling than usual.. mayb coz i wont be seeing him for TEN days all because of the IMF... haiz...... :( at least i got to hear his voice over d fone juz a while ago.. well.. here r juz some fotos of me n him taken the day before he went back to his SOC base..

love him to bitz...

i'm missing U..

Juz me...

hmm... i juz hope d event will end fast so i can c my babydear soon......

at work.. well, 3 of my teachers treat all of us KFC for lunch. ummm.. yummy!! der was no special reason at all.. they juz felt like treating us dat'z all... but ... oh no... im trying to lose weight.. n i juz cant turn away the temptation.. haha... okie.. nvm.. i'll juz watch my diet from tomorrow onwards... im now trying to look for another job.. my colleague said dat maybe my "principal" will like me to stay.. but... no i don tink so i would want to.. knowing dat "she" will stil be staying in dat centre.. will juz stress me out more... haha..i cant wait for my 2 days leave on dis coming weds and thurs.. maybe be accompanying my mum n sis to geylang on weds..

hope all will be well...

8:41:00 PM
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Thursday, September 07, 2006

awwwww...... paul twohill is out of singapore idol.... watched the elimination round and it was really sad... saw him crying and i felt like crying too... boo hoo... though he's not my fav.. i'd rather see jasmine out than him... at least i do enjoy his performances other than the rest of the idols wannabe... (except for Hady) well.. on a happier note... at least Hady Mirza was not voted out! yeah!

i took time off today... spent d day watching tv.. then i make my room pretty and neat.... and i add a couple of things to my room... HOOKS ~ to hang my accessoriez.. and FOTOZ ~ which i pasted on my wall like a mural! looked through my fotoz i took with my friends.. family.. and my babydear... remembering all the sweet memoriez... which put a smile on my face.. i didnt really have dat many fotoz of recent onez... so d next thing to do is to develop them...

hmmmm.... im gonna miz my babydear soon... u got to take care okie dearie.....

11:51:00 PM
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Wednesday, September 06, 2006

updating wat happened on saturday..

it was my annual dinner dat day... i did enjoy myself.. actually the day before some bad incidents happen to me.. was really afraid the next day was gonna be a bad one for me... well.. at least it didnt turn out so bad...diz is how the day went... got up at 12noon... hehe.. was quite tired the day before... felt there was something wrong with my pantz.. but managed to get it fixed. and i got ready veryyyyyyy slowwwly... haha... den i met my babydear for awhile under my void deck... juz to send me off to the busstop.. the plan was actually for him to send me to d destination but at the last minute one of my colleague decide to send me n d others there..

me and my babydear...

Juz me...

i just felt like something doesnt feel rite... but juz giv it a miss.. we had a buffet dinner.. food was okie... d MC SUCKS big time!!!.. i hate dat guy.. he was like mumbling the whole time n it really shuts my mind to even listen to the crap he was saying.. haha.. there was a prize presentation and my centre is one of the 2 dat got the model centre award out of 27 centres... isnt dat great! we got a $500 cheque too! Yeah! The centres joined in the pageant thingy but my centre decided not too... overall.. the whole thing was okie... how i wish i could hav won the lucky draw prizes... or the 1st prize which is $2000 cash!! but... oh well... not my luck i guez...haha...

my colleagues....

me and my previous teacher in the centre..

me and a friend i got to know from the training workshops.. ( she's getting engaged soon!!! so envious!! hehe.. )

my senior teacher accepting the award on behalf of my principal who was not around..

dats all about saturday... i slept almost d whole day on sunday.. hehe.. and monday and tuesday was work day.... but met my babydear in the evening... im gonna mis him soon.... haizzz...... :<

12:47:00 AM
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